The Recent Year Pt. 2

As promised here is the second part of the two part blog of The Recent Year. So basically a certain someone has kept me very very happy for the past couple of months well right now it will be five months since I am writing this right now. Who is this person you ask? How did you meet? What makes her so great? Well hopefully by the end of this blog I will have answered all your questions that you have.

Firstly the person that I am dating is Ashley Cozart, what is amazing and shocking to people that do not know is, I have known Ashley for a long long time around six years. Because are brothers used to play on the same summer baseball team for years. So I was around her a lot more than I really knew or even thought about. Through this six years I only really knew the face not the person because quite simply I was to afraid to go up and talk to her. Quite simply because I am totally a shy person, I also have been and that shyness will also be inside me one way or another. Looking back it was funny how we got together; it makes me seem like it all had to line up completely and I am so glad that it did looking back. Basically the story is that she " was trying to get a hold of my mom" because my mom and I changed cell phone numbers because I was getting a new phone. But later I found out that it was a plan that she had, and the rest is history I began to get to know her a lot more and soon found that I liked her more than a friend.

I would have to admit at first I was afraid to get back into a relationship with someone because I did not want to hurt anyone any more. Just one day I just decided if she would go out with me, even though I was really nervous I was hoping for the best. But just after a day or two going out with her everything that I felt changed quite differently. I soon learned that she was everything that I loved in a person. She was and still is as amazing when I first started talking to her. Ashley is well I will tell you as much as I can explain. She is beyond amazing in every way possible, she actually really cares about my emotions and what I am feeling, wants me to do things that are best for me even if it might hurt later. She has a awesome personality, she makes me laugh a whole bunch to the point that I can not breathe, it is a major turn on for someone that can make me laugh. Also she will stop everything to do anything for me, to getting me a drink to making me dinner when her parents are still at work. Also that she loves me for me, not someone that I am not. There is a whole bunch of other things that I really do not have time to write on here until I want to write 8 pages worth.

But telling you that, I love her very very much I never realized how much I would really loved her until I had her. Every time I am around her or every time I see her I get those nervous butterflies in my stomach. I love being around her, I could honestly hang out with her 24/7 and never get sick of her. I do not know about anyone else but that is the true definition of love. I also know that she feels the same way about me to without any question in my mind. What is a great thing, knowing you are loved by someone really really much. Everything thus far has been far beyond amazing, not once have we really have gotten in a fight or really had an argument. Makes me think that we will last a long long time and that is what I want more than anything.

Today will be five months for her and I, and it just seems so much longer like I have been going out with her for years. I guess that is a good thing right? I mean how couldn't it. I just hope and pray the rest of this year goes as planned as I would like it. Because in many ways it has been amazing.