Wow this week has probably been the most busiest week I have ever had in a long long time for a number of things. This week started the horiffic week of studying and tests. I never knew how much work I had to do, this week in particular. The only complaint I really have is college seems that everything happens in one week. Or in just in a matter of a couple days, which totally causes stress for a lot of college students. Like all the professors get together to see how much they can f-over there students having things due on the same day. I just totally can not wait for this semester to be over, I have no clue why but this semester has seemed long than any other one than I have had in my college career. Maybe it is because from switching my major to nursing into education I learned I have 3 or 4 more years to go after this one. Including after this year it will be my third year in college. It just seems to me that I will be in school forever, and I totally do not want that. If I just would have known this when I first started out who knows I could be about done by now depending on a couple of things.
Along with school stuff the weekend was also a long one, my girlfriend's cousins stayed at her house for the weekend thursday- sunday. Wow what a weekend, I consider myself to get a long with kids, or I am really okay with them. But after this weekend I finally found out I am totally not ready to have kids, not even close. They are a lot of work I found out just babysitting or helping to babysit for a couple of days. Just the little of things wanted me just to choke them out even if that sounds horribly of me. I hope my kids do not act, the way those kids did, actually mine will not. I guess I was lucky in having parents that were strict and did not let me get away with things and/or baby me. Lets just say those four days even being there for a couple hours I had terrible headaches. Do not get me wrong that does not mean I hate kids, obviously if I am going to education I will have to love them and I do. But its different when you can discipline them and can gain there respect.
But this weekend was not all bad, I went with my girlfriend to wedding, and I have to say I actually had a blast. It was nice for us to get out of tuscarawas county and actually do something different. It made me realize that I love her even more, because I totally had fun and I do not like weddings very much. But this time it was totally different. Mere it being a wedding the highlight was dancing at the reception was slow dancing. I do not know why but it is something that I enjoy , probably because my life up to this point I haven't slow danced with someone that I really loved and that made it really special. I never wanted it to end, just paused in that moment forever.
Well I think that is it for now, at the moment sorry if this was all over the place. My blog is not called Mitchell's Random Thoughts for nothing, you know I am beginning to like this blogging thing even if no one would read it, it is nice to get my thoughts down in writing, and say things that I could not really tell anyone but myself. Until next time..
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