The Recent Year Pt. 1

Even though I really have not have had a blog before, I finally decided that I should start to write one, I mean hey why not; what is there to lose. Before I was hesitant because I do not have the best grammar in the world everyone that reads my writing can tell you that. But along with that I really have not much to blog about, but I finally think I can sit here and talk to the cyber world about my life in short. I should tell you all I do not know how often I will blog on here, but I am going to try to find time to blog every week or every other week. Well with that intro lets get started shall we:

How is my life going for me at this certain point in my life? , well it is funny that you asked that because my life right now could not be better. I am so thankful for that because my life has not always been like that, my life has changed so much even in this current year. If many do not know about me in February of this week I broke up with my long time girlfriend of one year and nine months. That was by far the lowest part of my life on so many levels maybe someday I will go in some detail about it but right now it is just so hard. But what I can tell you that it was the hardest decision in my life that caused me to break up with this specific person because quite simply I was in love . Even though I did not want to do it at the time sitting here thinking about it 8 months later I can fully say it was the best decision for me to make.

But with that I didn’t do it alone I had help my most of all with my family, they told me things or let me see taking a step back on how things were going and if I wanted to live the rest of my life with that. But really honestly for the longest time I would not listen to them because I thought in my heart that specific person was not like that. Over time I began to see that and I knew that I had to get out of that relationship and I am happy that I did get through the most stressful time in my life. It got so bad at times that I begun to get cold sore after cold sore knowing what I should do. But I finally decided to end it, after countless weeks not knowing what I was going to do.

When I did I would never have guessed how I would feel, it hurt me more than I will ever know it seemed like months , but getting me through it was God, and my fantastic family and friends. If it was not for them I would have never have gotten through it. It is true when they say if you try hard enough you can get through anything I am just happy that I had people around me to keep me a float. I never would have gotten through it by myself at any measure. Do I have any regrets about that relationship do you ask? Not at all I usually do not have a lot of regrets in my life, this is how I see it its mere it is an experience that teaches you how to become an adult,part of growing up. I am totally grateful that I went through all of it because I totally believe that I have grown so much as a person really. It is true when they say everything happens for a reason, to explain it more clearly I believe God did have a plan for me but I did not know what that was yet but I totally did trust him.

Proverbs 3:5 5 Trust in the LORD with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding;

With that, it showed me, if I had a group of people that would help me with hard decisions It humbled me because it showed that I really do have those people that care about me. Even though breaking up with her it made me a single guy and made me question if I would ever be happy with someone; what I did not know in just a matter of months, my life would be turned upside down again for the better.

Coming up next: The Recent Year Pt 2