Can You Say A Busy Week?

Well it is me again, I almost did not have time to write a blog this week because I have been so busy, well sit back and I will tell you about it.

Wow this week has probably been the most busiest week I have ever had in a long long time for a number of things. This week started the horiffic week of studying and tests. I never knew how much work I had to do, this week in particular. The only complaint I really have is college seems that everything happens in one week. Or in just in a matter of a couple days, which totally causes stress for a lot of college students. Like all the professors get together to see how much they can f-over there students having things due on the same day. I just totally can not wait for this semester to be over, I have no clue why but this semester has seemed long than any other one than I have had in my college career. Maybe it is because from switching my major to nursing into education I learned I have 3 or 4 more years to go after this one. Including after this year it will be my third year in college. It just seems to me that I will be in school forever, and I totally do not want that. If I just would have known this when I first started out who knows I could be about done by now depending on a couple of things.

Along with school stuff the weekend was also a long one, my girlfriend's cousins stayed at her house for the weekend thursday- sunday. Wow what a weekend, I consider myself to get a long with kids, or I am really okay with them. But after this weekend I finally found out I am totally not ready to have kids, not even close. They are a lot of work I found out just babysitting or helping to babysit for a couple of days. Just the little of things wanted me just to choke them out even if that sounds horribly of me. I hope my kids do not act, the way those kids did, actually mine will not. I guess I was lucky in having parents that were strict and did not let me get away with things and/or baby me. Lets just say those four days even being there for a couple hours I had terrible headaches. Do not get me wrong that does not mean I hate kids, obviously if I am going to education I will have to love them and I do. But its different when you can discipline them and can gain there respect.

But this weekend was not all bad, I went with my girlfriend to wedding, and I have to say I actually had a blast. It was nice for us to get out of tuscarawas county and actually do something different. It made me realize that I love her even more, because I totally had fun and I do not like weddings very much. But this time it was totally different. Mere it being a wedding the highlight was dancing at the reception was slow dancing. I do not know why but it is something that I enjoy , probably because my life up to this point I haven't slow danced with someone that I really loved and that made it really special. I never wanted it to end, just paused in that moment forever.

Well I think that is it for now, at the moment sorry if this was all over the place. My blog is not called Mitchell's Random Thoughts for nothing, you know I am beginning to like this blogging thing even if no one would read it, it is nice to get my thoughts down in writing, and say things that I could not really tell anyone but myself. Until next time..

The Recent Year Pt. 2

As promised here is the second part of the two part blog of The Recent Year. So basically a certain someone has kept me very very happy for the past couple of months well right now it will be five months since I am writing this right now. Who is this person you ask? How did you meet? What makes her so great? Well hopefully by the end of this blog I will have answered all your questions that you have.

Firstly the person that I am dating is Ashley Cozart, what is amazing and shocking to people that do not know is, I have known Ashley for a long long time around six years. Because are brothers used to play on the same summer baseball team for years. So I was around her a lot more than I really knew or even thought about. Through this six years I only really knew the face not the person because quite simply I was to afraid to go up and talk to her. Quite simply because I am totally a shy person, I also have been and that shyness will also be inside me one way or another. Looking back it was funny how we got together; it makes me seem like it all had to line up completely and I am so glad that it did looking back. Basically the story is that she " was trying to get a hold of my mom" because my mom and I changed cell phone numbers because I was getting a new phone. But later I found out that it was a plan that she had, and the rest is history I began to get to know her a lot more and soon found that I liked her more than a friend.

I would have to admit at first I was afraid to get back into a relationship with someone because I did not want to hurt anyone any more. Just one day I just decided if she would go out with me, even though I was really nervous I was hoping for the best. But just after a day or two going out with her everything that I felt changed quite differently. I soon learned that she was everything that I loved in a person. She was and still is as amazing when I first started talking to her. Ashley is well I will tell you as much as I can explain. She is beyond amazing in every way possible, she actually really cares about my emotions and what I am feeling, wants me to do things that are best for me even if it might hurt later. She has a awesome personality, she makes me laugh a whole bunch to the point that I can not breathe, it is a major turn on for someone that can make me laugh. Also she will stop everything to do anything for me, to getting me a drink to making me dinner when her parents are still at work. Also that she loves me for me, not someone that I am not. There is a whole bunch of other things that I really do not have time to write on here until I want to write 8 pages worth.

But telling you that, I love her very very much I never realized how much I would really loved her until I had her. Every time I am around her or every time I see her I get those nervous butterflies in my stomach. I love being around her, I could honestly hang out with her 24/7 and never get sick of her. I do not know about anyone else but that is the true definition of love. I also know that she feels the same way about me to without any question in my mind. What is a great thing, knowing you are loved by someone really really much. Everything thus far has been far beyond amazing, not once have we really have gotten in a fight or really had an argument. Makes me think that we will last a long long time and that is what I want more than anything.

Today will be five months for her and I, and it just seems so much longer like I have been going out with her for years. I guess that is a good thing right? I mean how couldn't it. I just hope and pray the rest of this year goes as planned as I would like it. Because in many ways it has been amazing.

The Recent Year Pt. 1

Even though I really have not have had a blog before, I finally decided that I should start to write one, I mean hey why not; what is there to lose. Before I was hesitant because I do not have the best grammar in the world everyone that reads my writing can tell you that. But along with that I really have not much to blog about, but I finally think I can sit here and talk to the cyber world about my life in short. I should tell you all I do not know how often I will blog on here, but I am going to try to find time to blog every week or every other week. Well with that intro lets get started shall we:

How is my life going for me at this certain point in my life? , well it is funny that you asked that because my life right now could not be better. I am so thankful for that because my life has not always been like that, my life has changed so much even in this current year. If many do not know about me in February of this week I broke up with my long time girlfriend of one year and nine months. That was by far the lowest part of my life on so many levels maybe someday I will go in some detail about it but right now it is just so hard. But what I can tell you that it was the hardest decision in my life that caused me to break up with this specific person because quite simply I was in love . Even though I did not want to do it at the time sitting here thinking about it 8 months later I can fully say it was the best decision for me to make.

But with that I didn’t do it alone I had help my most of all with my family, they told me things or let me see taking a step back on how things were going and if I wanted to live the rest of my life with that. But really honestly for the longest time I would not listen to them because I thought in my heart that specific person was not like that. Over time I began to see that and I knew that I had to get out of that relationship and I am happy that I did get through the most stressful time in my life. It got so bad at times that I begun to get cold sore after cold sore knowing what I should do. But I finally decided to end it, after countless weeks not knowing what I was going to do.

When I did I would never have guessed how I would feel, it hurt me more than I will ever know it seemed like months , but getting me through it was God, and my fantastic family and friends. If it was not for them I would have never have gotten through it. It is true when they say if you try hard enough you can get through anything I am just happy that I had people around me to keep me a float. I never would have gotten through it by myself at any measure. Do I have any regrets about that relationship do you ask? Not at all I usually do not have a lot of regrets in my life, this is how I see it its mere it is an experience that teaches you how to become an adult,part of growing up. I am totally grateful that I went through all of it because I totally believe that I have grown so much as a person really. It is true when they say everything happens for a reason, to explain it more clearly I believe God did have a plan for me but I did not know what that was yet but I totally did trust him.

Proverbs 3:5 5 Trust in the LORD with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding;

With that, it showed me, if I had a group of people that would help me with hard decisions It humbled me because it showed that I really do have those people that care about me. Even though breaking up with her it made me a single guy and made me question if I would ever be happy with someone; what I did not know in just a matter of months, my life would be turned upside down again for the better.

Coming up next: The Recent Year Pt 2